September 08, 2015

Bismillahirahmanirahim,....
 
Setelah sekian lama,... KAU ditinggalkan sepi.. Sepi dan dibiarkan begitu saja..tanpa coretan..tanpa perkongsian.. Bukan bermakna AKU telah tiada.. AKU masih disini...masih teguh berdiri.. Berdiri di kaki sendiri dengan segala kudrat yang ada... Dengan segala semangat dan kekuatan yang ada... Untuk mengharungi setiap dugaan kehidupan.. 
 
Terlalu banyak rasanya episode yang telah dilalui..pelbagari ragam..pelbagai kisah yang seharusnya dijadikan sebagai kenangan serta memori untuk disimpan disini.. Namun, kekangan masa serta komitmen telah membuatkan aku lupa seketika KAU yang masih setia disini.. Kadangkala,.. apabila sesuatu beban itu tak mampu lagi dipikul.. Ianya akan menjadi sesuatu yang menyesakkan jiwa dan raga.. Segalanya menjadi serabut.. segalanya menjadi kucar kacir dengan pelbagai emosi yang kadangkala tidak menentu.
 
Moga AKU lebih tabah dalam mengharungi setiap perjalanan hidup yang berliku ini.. Mampukah AKU bertahan?? Hanya ALLAH yang Maha Mengetahuinya...

March 25, 2015

AM I??????

Deeply crying inside!!!!! who knows???? who cares???? no one ok!! i rather keep it to myself... so there will be no people around me get hurts.. i rather hurting myself... but why always ME??? Why me???? I think I've lost from the track... from the one i've started before... most of them looks like blaming me.. but did they know what happened?? did they know what I feel?? did they know what I have been through...  All of you are just keep talking here, there n everywhere like you are perfect!! don't ever compare us with your life... every person got their own background.. got their own life story.. don't you ever compared it with others... because you may not know whatelse had happened before in their life.... remember that!!!!!!!! How can I make thwm understand????? Am I so selfish??? Am I to rude??? Am I to stupid??? Am I not good enough??? Only ALLAH knows everything.....
Astagfirullahalazim...

January 17, 2015

Morning sunshine!

Picture taken while i'm driving to work this morning... the sun is so bright... Subhanallah... cantekkan ciptaan Allah s.w.t...

January 15, 2015

1st post gune enpon

Testing...testing.... is it ok  posting here through handphone?? Huhuh.. pls make it available or else nak kne ngadap lappy tiap2 ari... then might be macam lepas2 sume aktiviti menarik terlepas utk coretan.. kaann... pls be nice ok!